You try to get them out of your head, but there they are every morning, haunting you and making you happy in equal measure.
Maybe you should say. Should you say something? How would you even go about it?
Would the two of you just get drunk together and suddenly something would happen? Even if you could get enough liquid courage in you to make a move, how would it really play out? When the time comes, as if there was any doubt, you chicken out totally.
When the two of you were alone and you could have said something, you restrained. You erred on the tthat of caution, and now you are back where you started — in total silence.
You think about them night and day.
You have stalked every possible place online where they have written something or posted a picture of themselves. Haha, of course I never liked you!Black Girls Asian Guys
How could you be so silly? You just exist in your perpetual state of wanting, and you get used to it.
There is a voice at the back of your head about wantig much you like them, but it gets easier and easier to ignore so you can go about your day. You let it go, because you know that there is nothing that should really keep you involved anymore.
Your whole body lets you forget, bit by bit. You thqt remember exactly what it felt like to dream about them, the details of the night where you almost kissed them over your beers, the endless way you would talk about them to your few trusted friends.
It aches to remember them, mostly because there is so little of them to remember. Sign up for the Thought Catalog Weekly and get the best stories from the week to your wamts every Friday. You may unsubscribe at any time.
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